焉知此祸不是福

Had a really long and nice conversation with my mum last night. 2 hours. Long or not? Was going to talk longer, but then phone card ran out of credits.

Remember the blog I wrote called 牵手? My mum thought it was lyrics from a real song! Haha, I told her I wrote it, and PURPOSELY made it look like song lyrics to con people. She was sooooooooo impressed. Hehehe, my ego is all puffed up today.

I tell my mum everything. When I'm sad, I call home. When I'm happy, I call home. Well, maybe not right away when I'm happy. Cause busy celebrating mah. :P But my mum knows what I've been through and is going through.

My mum said, 焉知此祸不是福. Agreed. My mum said a lot more things. All agreed.

此事不是祸，此事是福。辛苦就一定是祸吗？伤心就一定是祸吗？不。

我辛苦了，伤心了，哭泣了，生气了，颓废了，接受了，看开了，放下了。

是什么？

是我成长了。