Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Reminiscence

And so it ends. Another chapter in a story that's still unfolding, full of the typical ups and downs, parallels and dissimilarities, and the usual comings and goings.

My days are counted by school semester, so it's not odd that I'm reminiscing now. Having my last final tomorrow morning, then I'll pack and leave Des Moines in the afternoon. Not to return until mid-August. Gonna miss this city? Doubt it. Ironically, I hold more attachment to Ames (city where my boyfriend attended university, about 40 mins away from Des Moines) than this place, but it's the people in Drake that I'm gonna miss.

I started this academic year by transfering to a different university, leaving behind a college with unfinished business and bittersweet memories. It's amazing how quickly we make new friends and find our own niche in a new place. There are things about Grinnell that I still and will always miss, but in its place I've found other perks.

It's always when things are about to change that we realize how comfortable we've been with our routine. Late night suppers in Spike's, walking back to Jewett after supper with a close friend, loitering outside Jewett to talk just a little bit more, looking forward to Fridays when my boyfriend picks me up, eagerly planning new recipes to try over the weekend, snuggling together while watching movies, grumbling about having to wake up early the next morning... the list can go on and on.

An entirely different chapter is coming up. I'm excited, though I must admit that I have no idea what to expect, which undoubtedly causes a little nervousness. Summer would give me a taste of the life that I'll live soon enough, though with more spoonfuls of fun and variety, and less doses of tedium and financial worries. Once again, I'll make new friends and find my own niche in a new place.

And so it begins.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Quotes from Mandarin

Had a wonderful and satisfying dinner last night in Mandarin to celebrate Ryly's birthday.

A couple of memorable quotes:

"You know something's not right when you try to cut it and it runs away" [referring to a century egg (trivia: was one of the "exotic dishes" featured in Fear Factor)]

"I feel like I cannot finish chewing this thing" [said while eating the stalk of a "choy sum"]

And to top it off, my fortune cookie's quote:

"You make people realize that there exists other beauties in the world"

I still don't know whether to take it as a compliment or insult. Hehe.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

跷跷板的感觉

什么时候来的忧郁?

你说我不应该忧郁, 你说我什么都有,你说我没有理由忧郁。 我跟你说, 过一阵我就没事了。 我其实想跟你说,我忧郁的理由, 你不能明白。

你怨我把你当作理所当然, 我死死的否认了, 心里却凉了一下, 你这样想,其实有点理所当然。

什么时候你开始纵我? 让我靠近后又把你推掉。

什么时候我的不对都变成了你的?

什么时候我的刁蛮我的有要求你一一接受?

你要的100%, 我答应了你。 你做得到我不能, 却又无心否了你。

有些东西, 不是我不想说; 有些东西, 说了出来后和心里想的受的不一样。

解释了还被误解, 倒不如不解释的好。